Dream turned nightmare by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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Dream turned nightmare
I hold you close as a storm rages
Your hands lapsed in mine
A single candle casting our shadows on a nearby wall
The rain on the roof forming a soothing beat
Are hearts beating in rhythm together
This seems almost unreal
Is this reality, my reality?
I cannot separate my fantasy with what is reality.
But to accept this reality would be a fantasy
As all dreams turned nightmare you are taken away from me
But did I ever have you?
Was I ever in your heart?
These questions are what make me go on
The hope of an answer to the questions that burn from deep inside
I continue to search for you, my love lost
But was there ever love?
The
words of faith and hope by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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words of faith and hope
I seem to understand the way you think
The way you hold yourself in the presence of others
The way your eyes light up as you see a loved one
Your words are kind a soothing to the ears
But my ears will never hear those words of faith and hope
Only that what could have been is no more
I retain this faith lost to madness
I would rather be called foolish then to ever stop loving you
That is what keeps me coming back time after time
You are the reason I do the things I do
My words bend to your iron will which no one hears nor sees
If that is my fate so be it
As I will never stop loving you
You said no, My heart said yes by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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You said no, My heart said yes
The time I had spent with you makes me want you still
You said no, but my heart said yes
I persist in my wishful thinking
Some may call it folly but I call it love
But is it love if you are not loved back?
My brain calls to my heart
But still I trudge on, this path of love growing more coldly and lonesome as I go
The days of foolish thinking are destroyed by my thoughts of a future with you
This mission of love is the only thing I have left
My days grow short and you live on
But only in my heart, in the days of our youth
But forever is the past gone
And so is our love
Time and time again by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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Time and time again
I have said time and time again
The feelings I have, the thoughts of you while I rest
Like the rush of cool summer wind on a cloudy day
The way you look at me
The time you spend to let me know you care
The way you talk to me and the way you look as your eyes meet mine
You are my precious treasure
You are a jewel hidden in my heart
A secrete I dare not tell
You are my only one, my angel, my heavenly grace
And I want you to know that I couldn't live a day without you
My hiding place
Where I run to deep in my heart
You wait for me late into the night
The face of an angel
The words you speak quench the thirst in my soul
But what
The fallen will rise by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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The fallen will rise
The fallen will rise
To take the promised vengeance
The darkness is there keep they do not desire
The living are the prey to the dark emissary
Are stubborn indulgence led to are downfall
Are circuitous compassion, coveted conviction
Death from above, are own crucifixion
The evil in the hearts of men spreads like wild fire
The one who speaks the truth is a rarity to find in these dark days
The hour draws near the time is short
Repent for your sins will drag you down
From dust to dust, fire turns us to ash
The final stand for light is all we have left
The heroes of old fall to the blade of the forsaken.
You command the armies of lost design
The power of your rule is like no other
Captivated, infatuated, by the power you hold over my heart
I have lost track of all time
Your course words tug at my mind
You're so powerful and yet so humble
Without you, my world would crumble
Your eyes are soft, your knowledge like no other
The days I spend in your courts lifts my spirits higher
A life with you is my hearts desire
A life with an angel, my sweet desire
The aroma so sweet, until I acquire
The girl I dream of, burns my desire
The missed chance by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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The missed chance
I missed my chance.
The love that I lost.
The feelings gone.
My heart is broken.
My soul it falls.
Straight to hell.
Where I only think of you.
The times I never knew how much I cared for you.
The times I never thought of how you feel.
The times I never said what I should have said.
My time is up.
Now I join the living dead.
Not dead but alive.
Hearts cold as ice.
The hope of a future by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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The hope of a future
The taste of your arrogant disposition left me wanting more.
I crave for the sanity which is your affection.
Like a small child craving attention.
You're the only one who can make my dreams come true; all I need now is you.
The passion burns from within.
The hope of a future; the hope of a life with you.
The end draws near, and my heart grows colder.
I hold your hand for the last time.
Before I drift of to the serene and absolute sleep of eternity.
Hope for an absolution by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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Hope for an absolution
Her eyes shine as if the sun had been in a rhapsody of one of her spells and had been captured in her thoughts.
Her hair flows as if the sea was controlled with every strand she moved with her hands.
Her words are soft and almost like the wind as she speaks.
Her movements are subtle yet as noticeable as the earth spins in orbit around the sun.
Your words are grace to my soul.
Your touch replenishes my spirit.
My heart is steadfast in waiting for your response.
As you look to heaven my eyes catch a small tear on your angelic face.
My heart burns with desire to show you how much I care.
But my actions constantly contradict my thought
Perfect Imperfection by xxxInuyasha616xxx, literature
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Perfect Imperfection
You have fallen thru again.
It is your weakness.
The things you do are what caught my attention.
You are the apple of my eye.
You are my perfect imperfection.
You are the one I praise for our corruption.
The games that we play have pulled us into darkness.
Water turns to blood when you're in my arms.
You're so innocent and so devious.
You're my perfect imperfection.
Your life story is like an endless lie.
Your good intentions are like poison to my soul.
You are so righteous, yet so evil.
Every time I try, I find a feudalists lies.
Now that we are here together,
Waiting for this un-wanted oblivion.
Let me testify for the death in waiting.
As we all countdown to the endless bliss called paradise.
Now you see the way I knew you would.
Try to keep ourselves from falling into darkness,
Our hope renewed every night.
As a shadow I stood.
A ghost to her.
Begging to be noticed.
Every scream I made fell silent like the grave.
Finally I got my immortal maiden to notice me.
Only to get read my own eulogy.
I will wait for you.
I search endlessly for you.
I cherish the memories we never had.
A phantom of my own desire.
Resigned to always play the fool of my emotions.
Still this foolish bliss keeps me going.
One day I will no longer be a phantom to your love.
The million tears I never cried.
Is a symbol of my obsessive pride.
The nights I lie awake telling myself lies.
I am the hero of my own fantasy that is my reality.
But I would substitute reality if this pain would just stop.
I need you near me always in my heart.
Till that day my pain will never stop.
I will love you as a Hero loves his Princess,
One day this fantasy will be reality.
And we will share the same love.
Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite style of art: Anime Favourite cartoon character: Kenshin Himura Personal Quote: "I don't care... But if you must know, I hate you"
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Bryant
2. Joshua
3. Bryan
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. inuyasha_6_16
2. legolas_the_elfrulzs
3. lil_big_dwaug
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF PHYSICALLY:
1. eyes
2. hair
3. legs
THREE OTHER TYPES OF THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. sense of humor
2. playing guitar
3. my vocab.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being to prone to get into fights
2. somtimes I don't get the big picture
3. hurting people and not knowing it
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the dark
2. heights
3. drowning
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. guitar playing time
2. lunch time
3. sleeping
yeah how long has it been... I dunno I don't care anyways... getting a new guitar soon and also might be going to a skate park. yeah I have been umm *cough* to busy *cough* to write sorry but I gotta do what I gotta do well till next time... PeAcE aNd LoVe
Good good tomorrow is friday and we will have the sat night all to our selves again can't wait. o and the only reason your winning is because you are cheating till then peace